Boredom

I suppose I never knew what true boredom was, that is until my TBI f*cked up all my plans. Actually I can't say that my car accident is to blame for that, no I was doing quite a good job of it immediately preceding the accident. The accident just sealed the deal... but THAT is more than enough whining, and since that is really 'all' that is currently going through my head I will stop forcing my self to attempt to write for another few days. One note though I truely believe that the reason I have not been writing is do to the lack of mental stimulation in my life.

quieter

So apparently I am less inclined to write when my brain is this 'still' Which is one of the few things that I believe is a 'true' 'sin' Idle hands are not the "devil's" toys but rather idle minds, we have minds we must try and use them and not allow natures 'autopilot' to take control. we must find mentally stimulating activities, so as not to waste our one attribute that separates us from the lesser creators our mind. I feel that any 'animal' which has the ability to make choices is at least on par with Humans on the evolutionary ladder. but the thing that gives us a slight advantage over the other 'sentient' species is the fact that we are not content with our current state of knowledge. The day we stop learning is the day we die, otherwise we learn something everyday, which is what we are designed for learning and surviving we survive because we observe and learn what can harm us and we must try our damnedest to avoid those things, else we will perish. If we didn't learn from our past we would have wiped ourselves out of existence many an eon ago. especially since we made the mistake of entering a nuclear age. Its the will to survive that has kept the human race from nuking itself into oblivion