Lies

Guess I lied afore not getting close, still haven't been able to write anything worth while, and therefore I am not writing!

Getting Closer...

So I have been hearing things that would be great for the insireation but havent manipulated anything into a poem!

I Been Bad

So I haven't written anything in ages here nor Poetry for my web site and its driving me Bat Shit, all I can figure is that it is the new and Anti-psycotic/Anti-siezure and the Anti-anxiety/depression drugs i am taking rather than my CANDY!! its killed me creative MoJo it could also be that i am just not taking the time with School, work and Wednesdays at the Tudor I rarely get a chance to breath! I realize I don't have to go to the Tudor but I need to Fulfil my roll as manager and get my Client as much playing time as possible! But I am going to have to start writing some where some how else I may end up on the 2nd floor at ECMC!!

Fall of the Horse just jump right back on... a year later :-p

Well I started ANOTHER new job this time at Best Buy doing PC sales. I found out I was getting laid off at the Park a month early on a Friday, went home applied at Best Buy, received a phone call Sunday afternoon, setup a "2nd" interview(the first being the app.) for Tuesday, Was called back for a 3rd interview Wednesday went a took a Piss test had the Job by Saturday :-) what a fortunate string of event all started by that mother F*CKING blind N*GGER Governor Paterson, oh yeah and I started ITT-Tech Firday 08.09.08. So my life has been one giant cluster F*ck these past few weeks NO real time for me time :-(

Work/Play

Well I got me a new job, at Beaver Island St. Park for the summer, and finally got the fuck out of GISAH!! What I will do come end of October I know not but for now :-)...
I absolutely love working in the sun and the rain and all the elements that make up a WNY summer. Pay isn't bad either, who knows how long that will last with Govn'r Blind as a Black Bat Patterson but I'll take what I can get!

I have had just two lines that I would LOVE to work into Poems but alas it has not been as of yet but maybe with my first free weekend in nigh three years I will pull it off. " The Lunatic is in my head, the Lunatic is in my head but it's not me" and *nothing is better than worse* I have to thank Pink Floyd for the first, it is derived from "Damaged Brain" off the Dark Side of the Moon. The second I must thank Elspeth Phillips for she tell me "anything better than worse is something" and my "damaged brain" twisted that into nothing is better than worse, and yet worse is better than nothing.
So one can not get better than worse but also one can not relapse more than worse.