Fall of the Horse just jump right back on... a year later :-p

Well I started ANOTHER new job this time at Best Buy doing PC sales. I found out I was getting laid off at the Park a month early on a Friday, went home applied at Best Buy, received a phone call Sunday afternoon, setup a "2nd" interview(the first being the app.) for Tuesday, Was called back for a 3rd interview Wednesday went a took a Piss test had the Job by Saturday :-) what a fortunate string of event all started by that mother F*CKING blind N*GGER Governor Paterson, oh yeah and I started ITT-Tech Firday 08.09.08. So my life has been one giant cluster F*ck these past few weeks NO real time for me time :-(

Work/Play

Well I got me a new job, at Beaver Island St. Park for the summer, and finally got the fuck out of GISAH!! What I will do come end of October I know not but for now :-)...
I absolutely love working in the sun and the rain and all the elements that make up a WNY summer. Pay isn't bad either, who knows how long that will last with Govn'r Blind as a Black Bat Patterson but I'll take what I can get!

I have had just two lines that I would LOVE to work into Poems but alas it has not been as of yet but maybe with my first free weekend in nigh three years I will pull it off. " The Lunatic is in my head, the Lunatic is in my head but it's not me" and *nothing is better than worse* I have to thank Pink Floyd for the first, it is derived from "Damaged Brain" off the Dark Side of the Moon. The second I must thank Elspeth Phillips for she tell me "anything better than worse is something" and my "damaged brain" twisted that into nothing is better than worse, and yet worse is better than nothing.
So one can not get better than worse but also one can not relapse more than worse.

Life...

"Life" has really been moving as of late, unfortunately that does not include writing. Writing has been one of the furthest things from my mind recently, except for the few moments I actually have to myself and what I think of then is how I miss writing! Got into an auto accident 27.06.08 where I stuck a vehicle from out of state that was "turning" in to one of the roach motels on GI BLVD, the problem with that was that I did not see his break lights light up, nor a Turn signal. I remember saying "OH F*CK" slamming the brakes and the air bag being in front of my eyes! Luckily I was maybe doing 35MPH but what are you gonna do, "SH*T Happens then, You die"

So now the head shrinker is even "getting on me" about playing th bass, who knows maybe I will have an excuse to right if I stimulate my mind some more!

Boredom

I suppose I never knew what true boredom was, that is until my TBI f*cked up all my plans. Actually I can't say that my car accident is to blame for that, no I was doing quite a good job of it immediately preceding the accident. The accident just sealed the deal... but THAT is more than enough whining, and since that is really 'all' that is currently going through my head I will stop forcing my self to attempt to write for another few days. One note though I truely believe that the reason I have not been writing is do to the lack of mental stimulation in my life.